today

i was back in the hospital last night with a headache
im home now been throwing up all day been in soo much pain i was crying all after noon but i cant sleep

mums been there for me and its soo nice to have her here to help she is so great helpes me so much an i know that its not going to get eny better, eny time soon she its so good to have mum here for me when i need her the most!!!!

i wish that i could go to sleep one nidht and wake up with no pain! its hard because i cant help and do things that i would every day.

i cant go to sleep now im in way to much pain,
im one of those funny teens that like to go to school and learn hahahahahahah!!!
i miss all my friends and when i do see them i dont know what i should say to them when they ask "How are you doing? You feeling better ?"

my pain killers are helping now im on =Tramedo, Iburofen,Parmacare,Nortriptyline, Gaastro-soothe and Zopiclone (a sleeping pill) and they dont work all the time, no most of the time.

mums now eating nuts on my bed and i love them, but i dont want to throw up after having same. mum all most says if its ok so...........

untill next time jo
<3